January 9th, 2011
I now know why, living outside America, we were never introduced to American poetry. In fact, we thought America never had any remarkable poets… Had their voices been known outside these borders, nobody would want to come live here. The rate of immigration would have slowed down… even stopped.
And where would America have been then?
America: I’ve given you all and now I am nothing (Allen Ginsberg)
America stop pushing I know what I’m doing…
America I’m putting my queer shoulder to the wheel.
We’re living in another recession
and I saw the best minds of my generation destroyed by madness, starving hysterical naked
What is it with you, oh America, that you act like a flock of blind sheep without a shepherd
no direction till someone popularizes one iconic item, markets one flawed artifact
and you all jump into the river, a migratory stampede into over-indulgence
exploitation that leaves the weak naked and the rich spinning more gold
demanding our jewels, our relationships, our off-spring
our mother Earth is dying and her children dance in rags
and in my dreams you walk dripping from a sea-journey on the highway
across America in tears to the door of my cottage in the Western night
to free us with new poets
who can tell the naked
and rekindle a flame in the mediocre minds of my generation
so the windows of the skull can again reflect the light
that called us here
Oh yes, Allen
it also occurred to me that I am America
July 22nd, 2010
Today I installed my new Tousimis CPD. Then the first trial run. I was overjoyed. It was awesome. It was fully automated, efficient and precise. And quiet.
I was perplexed… Gone are the days of screeching, hissing, whining and bursting sounds echoing down the hallways, so that students turned their heads, and looked scared around the door when the critical point drier was running. We did call it ‘the bomb’ in the 80’s!
Is this the end of the romantic era of SEM processing? One lonely tube is still convulsing, exhaling carbon dioxide. For the rest… peace and quiet and precision.
I think I’m going to love it!
February 13th, 2010
Today I was picking out wine for the Birthday/Valentine’s/Symphony weekend. Under ‘More Imports’ my eyes rested on a bottle Chenin Blanc from South Africa – Simonsig, and then proudly: ‘owned by the Malan family since 1688′… Next to the Simonsig there is a Chardonnay from Fleur du Cap, a miniature Table Mountain on the label – ‘inspired by nature’, and ‘matured underground in the Berkelder, Stellenbosch – reflecting our closeness to nature’.
And I wonder, how do you compensate for tradition and heritage. How do you replace ’since 1688′. Can you even try to fill it in? Or do you continue life with a void, half undone, wounds slowly turning into scars? We did dislodge the roots of 325 years…
The secret to fulfillment on the road ahead may lie in seeing myself as a citizen of the Earth. The familiar places with vineyards, mountains and beloved nature will always be part of our heritage… as well as our future. Only now we embrace a bigger landscape, a wider sky, a more complex life – while never escaping the influence of the past. Never growing on without appreciating back. A plant with cut roots will wither away. Transplanting a 325yr old tree can be accomplished only if the roots are supported by abundant mother soil – to nurture new growth in the now unfamiliar sky.
January 24th, 2010
this little guy was cleaning out his home on Skyline Blvd after a week of torrential rains…
January 1st, 2010
For 2010, the inspiration and energy of the great Greek poet, Odysseus Elytis:
Brothers, I shout, wherever you are,
wherever your foot may tread,
build a fountain,
Your own Mavroyeni fountain.
The water good,
and the hand of noon all stone,
holding the sun in its open palm.
At the same time, the peaceful reassurance of Thomas Wolfe:
Some things will never change. Some things will always be the same… the glitter of moonlight on the water, the glory of the stars, the innocence of morning, the smell of the sea in harbours… all things belonging to the earth will never change…
December 29th, 2009
Awesomeness is once again on the interwebs
August 17th, 2009
Welcome to WordPress. This is your first post. Edit or delete it, then start blogging!
August 17th, 2009
still here – getting a face lift…!